没关系。。。

没关系 - 吴克群
词/曲:吴克群

你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句对不起
对不起是我太执迷
你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句话说清
说清楚(你)离开的原因
也许他可靠 他实际 他不一样
他能够给你安全感 不是梦想
谁还在乎一起傻傻的说过那些话

没关系 我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题
是我没那个福气
没福气 却又爱上你
就算哭了没关系
这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一句
没关系 没关系 没关系

没关系
爱情里面总有一个比较傻
要怪就怪我放不下
痛苦给我幸福留给你和他
没关系 没关系 没关系


I don't know why..

When this song was first introduced to me, your image came to my mind. All the memories suddenly all came back.. Why is this so? I thought I've totally forgotten you.. You were the man who changed me. You were the men who hurt me the most. I thought I would hate you. I thought I will not think of you anymore. But I don't know why.. You're always on my mind.. Sometimes, little things that I do, it reminds me of you. Songs that I hear over the radio, reminds me of you. Places that I go, reminds me of you. You're just like a soul, always beside me. Wherever I go, whatever I do, you're always around. It's already three years. But you're still in my mind.

Why is that so..? Cos I loved you too much. I loved you with all my heart, all my mind, all my soul. I remembered whatever I do that time, I only had you in mind. I used to love you so much.. I remembered, we always meet each other at AMK park behind of my mum. My mum didn't like you. And neither did she agree to the relationship. Because she felt that you can't bring me happiness, and neither did you really loved me. Because of me, you chose to face my mum one to one. I tried to help, but I think my ways were wrong. We weren't together as long as my previous relationships, but you're the one who left me with the greatest hurt, and the most 刻骨铭心的回忆.. I'll never forget.. The day where you left my world.. 20th October. 5days before your birthday. Left me, with a broken heart. Left me, without giving me a reason. Left me, without warning. Left my world, shattered. It was until then, then I knew what was the meaning of the word DARKNESS.

You wasn't my first boyfriend. But yet, you were my first man. I thought we would really last. But, you still left me. Left me unguarded. And the matter of you leaving me without a reason, destroyed my whole world. I lost my mind. Lost my mind over you. Emotionally, mentally, I went crazy. Being unable to handle and in order to take revenge, I start to go around flirting, flinging. Sleeping with guys was a norm in my life then. Having sex with them, it's like my three meals. Nothing to be shocked about. Because of you, I changed. I become very sensitive. I became very self-centred. My world changed because of you.

After which, I hated you. I hated men. For a period of more than one year, I was playing around and sleeping around with different guys. I pondered for very long. Why did you come back and look for me even after the break up? Why did you want a patch up after so long? What are you thinking? Are your feelings towards me true? Are they really true? I wanted to know the truth. But I was afraid. Afraid of having to know the truth. But anyway, it was not important at that time anymore. Nothing's important anymore. I'm no longer the one who will devote my heart and soul for a man.

算了。。 造成的伤害，不是想忘记，就能把它们都忘掉的。。 人，总得向前看。。 总得乐观点。。 但，有那么容易吗？
我们分了没关系, 是我没那个福气。。。