Sleepless night..

I don't know what I was doing...

I gave him a belated birthday message.. And still hoping that he would reply. What was I thinking then? I don't know. Think I'm crazy.

This was our thread of messages.

FROM me: I don't know if you have changed number.. Anyway, happy belated birthday.
Reply: May I know who are you

From me: If you rem who is yee pei.
Reply: How could I forget you? Will never ever forget.
Reply: How are you doing now?

From me: Not good. Alot things happened regarding work. What about you? Found a job?
Reply: Still the same. But just that maybe when you see me you won't be able to recognise me?

From me: Why? Why you say I won't be able to recognise you?
Reply: Nothing much. It's just myself. Where are you working now? Graduated right?

From me: Ya.. I graduated in May. I'm now a childcare teacher. Anyway, I really hope you're doing fine. Hope that you will find a girl and start a family. :)
Reply: What do you think?

From me: No matter what, I really hope that you'll be xingfu.
Reply: You should understand me very well. I know somethings, once it's over, there's no more U-turn.. But...

From me: I know you well enough. That's why I ask you to find another girl. Because it's no use for you to waste your love on me anymore.
Reply: 我只希望你过得幸福快乐

From me: I'm very happy now. My current bf dotes me alot. What makes me worried, is you.
~~~No more replies~~~

Sigh... Till now, he's still not married. Just because he wanna wait for me.. Sigh...

And at the meantime guess what? Another guy is wooing me, asking me to be together with him WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT I'M ATTACHED!! =.=|||

I was like... How arh? How arh?? How arh???!!! Omg....